Today was my first day back to work. I really enjoyed it especially knowing she was at home safe with grandma and maybe grandpa. She has been sleeping so good until last night…she did not want me to be presentable for work. Meanie. I have been trying to start her nightly routine at 830 (bath, feeding, massage, rocking, bed) one night was very successful but Ever since then no bueno. I read a book today that said maybe even 630 would be better. David would never get to see her. How does that work? I don’t know but this is rough, being a mom and all.